I hate you for what you did to me. I hate the way you ended things. I hate you for leaving me, leaving me feeling like shit. Like everything was my fault when it wasn’t. I hate that you made me try my hardest to save us, and you just left. I hate that you didn’t even try to help. I hate you for finding her. I hate you because of all the tears you gave me. I hate you for not being a real man and telling me how you really felt. I hate that you thought it was okay for you to just leave me. I hate you because you don’t Want me anymore. I hate you.

First tattoo.

I wanna talk to you so damn bad. You have no idea. I want you to just wrap me in your arms like you used to when I was hurt. I want you to kiss the top of my head when I would give you a hug after we had a fight. I want play with your hair when we lay in my bed. I want to hear you say “I’m going to marry you one day.” I want to be in your truck with the windows rolled down, my country music blastin’ while play with my fingers. I want the late conversations back. I want the I love yous back. I want you back.
But you don’t deserve me anymore. You don’t deserve my love anymore. You don’t deserve my care anymore. You don’t deserve me in your life anymore.
I deserve to be sitting here crying my eyes out because you’re the one who fucked up.

#you will #miss #me (Taken with instagram)

My grandparents. <3 I would be lost without them. #lovethem #grandma #grandpa #family (Taken with instagram)